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Blessed Good Friday, which was yesterday, to all my dear friends and family! i felt wierd yesterday when people wished me Happy Good Friday....i mean, Jesus died very brutally on that day....it is certainly anything but happy.... so i prefer to say it blessed Good Friday because we are so much blessed that Jesus died on the cross for all our sins...

yesterday, i attended the Good Friday service hosted by our Christian Fellowship here. have not been attending CF for a very very long time...i did not plan to go for the Good Friday service either but Jonas wanted to go so Jacy and i decided to tag along. it was awesome, i was trully blessed by the worship and Pastor Dave's preaching and the short clip on the crucifixion taken from The Passion of Christ. and the best part was to take the Holy Communion. i've been attending Calvary Chapel for a long time and the quite funny thing is that they do not take offerings and there is not Holy Communion. so it was very refreshing so take the Holy Communion yesterday.

today is a lazy Saturday for me. planned to study many things but in the end i am just reading slowly here.

i think that lately, or for a long time already i've became this real antisocial. as in i lost interest in socializing and making friends. sometimes i just walk pass people like they are some tiang. the thing is, i know they are there, but i just don't care. and when i am in a crowd, i prefer to just sit aside and shut up. i am just so lazy with this 'how are you and how is life' kinda talk because frankly i don't really care either. and when people wanna talk to me i have this 'dont bug me' look. some wiring problem at my head maybe. taha who cares anyway.

ok, study i must! hee hoo hee hoo i am!